I'm going to kick this journal off with some music. Sit back, turn it up, enjoy.
That pretty much sums up how I have been feeling lately. You all know how I believe in living each day to it's maximum but even with that positive attitude I find myself looking back sometimes and thinking what if?. Never has there been a more wasted feeling than what if? There is nothing I can do about my past life now. I can only deal with the here and now and the future. Those of you who have a longer future ahead of you than I do (I mean those of you who are younger than me) please, I urge you, if you have a dream then follow it to the very end. Do not give up on it. You are one of the lucky ones if you have a dream. I never did. It is only now that I can see the paths I wish I had taken. Not too late for some things but it is too late for others. I am not one for regrets but I am one for addressing things that I think need addressing. When I was young I never knew what I wanted to do. That me